D A M N I T

I am so freaking pissed. Everything turned out to be so messed up today. My motoRAZR V6 is OUT OF SERVICE. You know how mobile phones can affect one's life. It would be hard to get in touch with my friends and family. I am always alone at home. WHAT will happen if something terrible occurs? HAH. Exaggerating. I am bored. I need my phone. Or at least a new one. But dad's been trying to give many excuses to stop me from getting a new one. And the break is ending up soon. How am I supposed to communicate then? Huh~

Apart from my gadgets, I've discovered that I've already messed up (well fucked up I supposed) in my relationships. Well this is merely serious but only Wankhai knows about it. Well I guess I need to be honest then. People seem to view and regard me as a very well nice and kind person (ke aku yg perasan?) but I've broken so many people's heart and done so many bad things that I believed somehow may irritate many individuals. I WANNA APOLOGIZE for my wrongdoings and actions that may directly or indirectly affect your feelings and I hope that I'll be able to be my true self, not my alter-ego or whoever else in life.

Honestly, I don't know what is happening to me today. PMS kah? LOL

I wanna thank my friends that have already been supportive throughout our friendship.
Thank you. XOXO