Dear Nabilah Norzam.

I'm writing this as a response to your recent post. Actually, I don't even know how to react at all. You r not wrong. Not at all. This is the perfect time for me to read it. Yes. I admit I was trying to avoid you. That incident did not really affect me, but I was feeling so nervous I don't know why. You're not to be blamed for it. I think I'm the one to be blamed off. I was the one who was trying to avoid you. I was the one who acted weirdly. I was the one who I guess did everything wrong. The guilt I felt was pretty much deep, but I tried to act cool bout it.

U x salah. I dun think a reason would be a gud thing to tell you, but I was waiting for the perfect time to come clean. Gtau sume. This whole month of July mmg hidup lg hebat dr roller coaster. N i appreciate ur kind gesture of contacting me n all but I pulak xde mood. Kdg2 kat rumah my parents tnye smthg pun I rase malas nk jawab. Cam derhaka lak. Then buat pulak laptop hilang. Lg la bengang. N i was in no mood in telling everyone that incident.

Sorry sorry n sorry. Sorry for not answering ur calls. Kwn2 len pun. Well I know I miss u but I didnt show it. But bila rumah I kene pecah tu it really does teach me something. That everything can happen, n it can happen fast. N kdg2 I rase malas lak nak talk bout some incidents during this month, cuz it will only result in me being depressed. N i learned another thing bout it. Klu pendam lama2 nnti jadi depressed jugak. YES. I agree with u that sometimes we need to let it out, let everything out. Supaya tidak lg stress haha. Skrg bru I sedar sume tu. So I wanna apologize. Tgk, byk yg I x gtau kat u.

Actually. Xde pape pun psl that incident. I just mgkin jd segan. Kite pun jrg jumpe, cuz I lah yg slalu wat excuse. But above all that, I never ever forget u [although I forget to tell u bout my result]. Sorry cuz mmg diz month byk lak dugaan, but that doesn't mean that I should ignore u all the time.

I really wanna meet u. After reading your post, I ended up mata berair. Heh. It made me realize that how cruel I am for not answering ur calls, or reply ur msg lmbt. Sorry sbb this post x teratur. I tulis ikut suke je, pe yg i fikir. Jom jumpe, cuz I think that's the perfect way to let it all out.

Ur still my bff,
Ur still my friend,
Ur still in my heart,
Till death do us apart.

Love,
Razini.